Thanks fella's. Yes, my experience with the shock loss was a nightmare & I went for over a year with not knowing what the hell to do. It was on my mind 24/7 and truly was ruining my life.
I'm home now, resting up - have three weeks before I have to go back to work. I'm still only roughly 1 week post op but so far so good. Very glad I did it, I would never have had peace or closure if I lived my life tormented by what had happened previously.
Cheers.