I'm starting to understand now. When I first really took note of how much hair I'd lost a few months ago, I started my research about it. I was startled by the hundreds of posts by guys who were really, really angry and frustrated about losing their hair. Many were very demonstrative about the profound negative influence it had on their lives, self esteem, etc. At first I thought "good grief, man, its not that damn big a deal". But, I have been practically shaving my head for the last 20 yrs due to being in Air Force special ops and often being deployed to extremely austere environments where a shaved head was a blessing (no bathing for sometimes weeks at a time). Well some of you might remember I retired back in late October. I entered the Air Force with long beautiful hair; I was looking very much forward to growing it out and really civilianizing myself. Now I am pissed. It looks terrible. It will not even come close to looking the way I want it too anymore. Can't grow it long because the front 1/3 is just to narrow and thin. Now I understand much better what some of those guys were saying. I had something; someone took it away without asking and thru no fault of my own; and damn it I want it back. And man am I glad its not 1983!