After quite an emotional few weeks I retreated back to my hometown for a break and ended up telling everything to my family, all the pain, all the lack of confidence and all the desires.

They have agreed to help me fund my hair transplant (even though they are not rich in any way) and the relief I am feeling is somewhat overwelming. There is light at the end of the tunnel and although my hair is only one of my issues right now I'd say its one if the biggest ones and to have it sorted would literally change my life for the better.

It's still taking absolutely every penny I have and most if my possessions to come up with even half of what I'm expecting the final price to be and there is some element of guilt there, I've never taken anything from anyone but my family says that it's is better they help pay for my happiness rather than get into debt to strangers or banks.

I really don't think I'll get this chance again so I'll have to take it for the sake of my own sanity but I'm so unhappy with everything right now it's a leap I just have to take and I'm so grateful that I have such an understanding family.

ill be booking my face to face appointment at BHR clinic as soon as possible and hopefully get in as soon as possible after that. Can't believe this finally could be happening for me!