East Coast don't let it get you down buddy. Look at it this way, maybe we're the ones who have it together and not the guys with hair. I get depressed to sometimes. But there is always a solution. You don't want to hurt yourself. Besides, it would be your luck they would find a cure the next day and you would of missed out. Hang in there. There are a lot of us out there in your boat and we'll support you anyway we can. That's why this site is good. We can be there for each other. Besides, if Rooster sees this he will tell you the same thing.