Well, my life changed on March 2021. They say you live and you learn, the past is the past. It’s easier said than understood. I try not to stress about it but it’s impossible. My life has drastically changed, I was very social always outside having fun. Since my failed HT, I don’t have the same drive and motivation to go out. I barely see my family. At this point, I am very depressed and I hope things change for the better. Luckily I have a surgery date for next month, I’m hoping everything goes well and actually help me gain my old self back. At this time, I am mentally suffering. Has any dealt with this type of situation before? And what did you do to help improve your mental state.