Damn guys, im getting really emotional. Feel like my life is ruined. Reading old emails is painful. I send in 2016 "I have diffuse thinning so am i good canditate for hairtransplant? Im also thinking how the FUE scars looks like if i have short hair?" Civas clinic answered: "You are eligible for hair transplant, don't even doubt it a bit. There are patients worse than your case who have great results with hair transplant. If you really want to change your appearance, you should definitely not let your worries cloud your judgement and do what you really want, then let the doctor do his best to give you great results."
Hope the second surgery gives me something to work with, im paying hard price for my past mistakes now.