Sorry, for sounding agitated, but as you can understand, I have been very stressed out lately.
The only improvement I have seen off of propecia, is that my face is no longer oily, and I am no longer breaking out in pimples on my face. However, the receding of my hairline on the back and sides of my head is getting worse. I do not think I have any underlying condition b/c I went to the doctor in June for my yearly bloodwork, and my hormone levels were fine (but since I took Propecia for a month who knows what my hormone levels are like now). Also, I had some slight gynecomastia while I was on propecia but that seems to be fading as well.
If the hair on my head is going to grow back, how long will it take till hair begins to sprout up from my scalp again? Atm, my hair just keeps getting thinner and thinner. Its really depressing. Im in school, and I have a 3.7 GPA at the moment, but because ive been so depressed this semester, I have been doing bad in most of my classes. I no longer go to class, I dont socialize much anymore. I dont see the point to it all. I feel exploited. I was exploited... and I'm angry. I am angry I did this to myself. I am angry I didn't research the drug b4 I took it. I'm angry none of these side-effects that I have experienced are listed by Propecia on their website or bottle.
Once again, I'm sorry about sounding upset in my last post.
I would rather not see a doctor. I have very little trust for them anymore, which is ironic since both of my parents are doctors. This experience has opened up their eyes, as well as mine, to the horrors of the Drug Industry. They have told me to just eat healthy and exercise and hope that everything comes back to normal. They seem much more optimistic than myself however.
Right now I question my existence. I question my purpose. Is this another lesson I must learn in my travels up the path of life? Or is this an eternal curse that I must live with till my end days? If the later, I don't know how I will continue. I wanna leave this society, go somewhere new, somewhere without the cruelty of man.
I feel mentally weak for being so effected by such symptoms, maybe its my decrease in testosterone that seems to be driving me to these conclusions. Whatever the reason, I just don't feel like myself any longer. I'm now old, sick and tired. I stare at myself and experience these feelings way too often.