I WENT FOR A CONSULTATION ABOUT TWO YEARS AGO. I CAME SO CLOSE TO ACTUALLY GOING THROUGH WITH PROCEDURE BUT AT THE LAST MINUTE, " I JUST CHICKENED OUT". I'M NOT SURE HOW I FELT ABOUT THAT THEN, BUT ONE THING SURE I'M STILL WITHOUT HAIR. I ALWAYS FANTASIZE ABOUT ONE DAY HAVING NICE LONG HAIR BUT ALWAYS HAVE THIS DOUBT/NERVOUS FEELINGS/PARANOID THAT I WONT LIKE THE RESULT ETC.... IN MY MIND. PLEASE HELP ME MAKE UP MY MIND ONCE AND FOR ALL!!! I DON'T WANT TO LOOK BACK FIVE YERAS FROM NOW AND SAY TO MYSELF, 'I COULD HAVE DONE THIS, IT COUD HAVE RESTORED MY SELF ESTEEM/CONFIDENCE... WHATEVER..SO CONFUSED. ONE MORE THING..WHO TRULY IS GIVES THE BEST RESULTS IIN NEW YORK??? AND WHICH DOCTOR PERFORMS WITH MINIMAL OR NO PAIN AT ALL? PLEASE TELL ME..SO DESPERATE TO LOOK NORMAL... THANKS FOR BEARING WITH ME. JOEY