Ian Louis

I am 24, white male, and i have CVG and no it doesnt stand for c vagina go, but it might as well. By reading a few posts its interesting to see that alot of us discovered we had cvg the same way. Our hair started thinning so we shave it like most guys do when once they have accepted that they are going bald- only to discover that we have even worse luck than we thought. We find out that not only are we losing our freakin hair, but it looks like our brain is on the outside of our scalp. I am so ashamed of the way i look and everyday i pick a hat to wear out of my hat collection and its pathetic. Sometimes there seems like only one solution out, but i hold out and hope that someday someone will be able to cure what drives my insecurity. I understand that noone is perfect and that people should be happy with who they are and what they have, and that there are way worse things in life happening to others and that i should be thankful, but I have a hard time convincing myself this. I am not looking for any responses to this it just feels good to vent i guess. like others from what i have read, i as well havent told or showed anyone my CVG, including my my mom or dad and i dont know why. Its depressingly funny that my dad almost has as much hair as i do and hes 50 years old. He has a great head of hair for his age, and i assume i would have the same if i didnt have these damn wrinkles on the top center of my head which are making my hair thin.