One more thing.....*LOL*
Just talking about it helps so much. I have been talking about my hair loss since my early 20's and nobody really believed me. In fact, 2007 and this year have been a turning point for me and my hair loss. 2007 I realized it was really getting to the point where there was not much hair left and I started thinking about alternatives. A few years before 2007 I grew what little bangs I had left out and I wear them on the side (hence, there are not to many bangs left), and I have to sort of wear a comb over. I read somewhere on the forum here, someone said "the sun and wind were his worst enemy." That is exactly how I feel.
I have bought wigs in the past but never wore them continually. I would rationalize my hair loss and think "its really not that bad...yet" I have also seen some hair systems on line and the thought of glueing, etc. just isn't for me. I even thought of buying 2 human hair wigs and just wearing them for the rest of my days, but I cannot imagine wearing a wig on a beach! I am a big beach person and the though of sitting on a beach with a wig on is just UGGH for me.
I am going to Vegas tomorrow, and I am really self conscious about how Im going to deal with the pool area this vacation. Im bringing a hat, and I figure when I come out of the pool, I'll comb my hair back and just plop the hat on my head. Im also worried about styling it, because no matter what I do, you can see right through the top when the light is really bright.
Anyway, just getting these feeling off my chest FINALLY, at a place where I know ya'll understand how Im feeling, is a great relief, and I am absolutely loving the encouragement and good wishes ya'll are sending me.
My husband has finally realized that the hair loss Ive been talking about since 1994 (thats when we met) is finally coming to fruition *LOL*
Thank you all again for your continued support an help, it means so much to me!
NYC