I'm not suicidal after 2 years but still mildly depressed. It's a win for me. What caused is were multiple factors. Abusive parents, problem with collage because adhd, low self esteem. But I'm glad i fought and for anyone, go to therapy and don't be afraid of medication. After taking blood tests of course.
But the hair situation is totally ruining everything for me. At least mentally. So reassurance is good but. HUGE QUESTION. That thinning at the lower back of my hair, looks like retrograde alopecia. I'm scared because that is one of the worst balding pattern. Do you think it's that? Most people don't have hair like that at the back. I considered telogen effluvium, because I was eating gluten like a dumbass even though I know I'm highly allergic.
Thank you for advice though!