hairlosssucksbigtime

I just hope SMP doesn't look fake... i'd love to have a framed face again. Sure, hair would be better... but i do think i look good without it... its just the horseshoe pattern.. ugh i hate it

Hello all, I'm new to this forum. I'm turning 26 years old in a few months and I'm starting to look into hair transplants because my hairloss is killing me. I started losing hair when I was 20 years old. Back then I had recession in the temples in a NW 2 pattern. Soon my hairloss started to become more diffuse and now I'm a solid NW5-6 diffuse thinner. I've been on fin and minoxidil for 4 years now and I plan on continuing. The first year of treatement gave me very good regrowth (thanks to minoxidil I think) but the effects faded and I started losing hair again. I've attached pictures of my current situation which is pretty alarming as you can tell. I'm looking for advice on how I can tackle this problem which is simply making me sad and angry. I'd like to add that I've been buzzing my hair short for a while now (I let my hair grow for the pictures but I usually have them shorter - 1mm or no guard buzz). I don't mind not having hair as in styling it and stuff like that. I just don't want to be bald, ever.... I do think a buzzcut suits me very very well so I'm not aiming at having a huge head of hair ever again. I want to have surgery done and keep my hair short after that (let it grow and see if I can keep it either buzzed or medium-short). My long term plan is the following: 1) Get an FUE for the front and mid-scalp. This will help me cop with having to look in the mirror and contemplating this balding bull*** every day. I want to get my framed face back ASAP. 2) Get a second surgery done for the crown area and for density touch-ups (I'll use beard hair to get better coverage). 3) When my native hair has fallen completely, I will start buzzng everything again and have SMP done to give the illusion of a full head of hair shaved closely. So my plan is to have 2 transplants now so that I can get my youth back for a decade. Finasteride will help me slow down the loss and maintain my native hair as long as possible until I'll have to shave everything again like I'm doing now and have SMP done. I know my plan sounds sketchy... it kills me to see I'm probably not a good HT candidate (high NW x bad donor?)so please don't write mean stuff I'm really... REALLY not feeling very well. Thank you kindly I hope you all have a great day!