Hello my name is Zack.....
I'm only just 21 and I think I've been "losing hair" since I was 16. It has really effected me I don't feel young because i've been losing my hair this whole time and now its got to a point were i think its so noticeable i don't really want to go out to all the night clubs and party with my friends because im so embarrassed by it!
I always wear a hat pretty much the only time I'm not wearing a hat is when I'm in my bedroom on my own. I'm so embarrassed about my hair that the other day I went to a pub with a friend for a few drinks and the bouncer came up to me and told me to take my hat off and i did..... but as soon as he left i put it back on this happened twice more and then ended up with me getting man handled out of the pub.... just so you know it wasn't because I was violent or anything he asked me if I speak English and i said no i speak Spanish he didn't take kindly to it I was slightly drunk I usually wouldn't say those kind of things but my hair makes me panic so much!
I mean I always think to myself why so young because I feel like if I was 40 then i wouldn't mind but I'm sure you go through all the same thing no matter what age, It just makes me feel like i cant join in with some of the fashion things people do my age and i feel like if i went up to a girl my age she would think I'm like 30 or something all ready and kind of be like get away!
I recently shaved my head after the pub incident because i just thought if i tried that maybe i would look good because some guys do and that would be that, unfortunently i dont look so good.
I'm very sorry for the long rant of that, I've never talked to anyone about how I feel about my hair and I have a lot of emtions about it that i keep to myself!
So i've been looking at the norton scale, but i can't figure out what I am. The really strange thing about my hair is that I actually have hair every were on my head i can feel hair every were on my scalp yet their so thin on the top with my new shaved head in some lights it looks like i have no hair on the top and that i'm all ready fully bald, also just to make clear this isn't like a drama thing because i've shaved my head before when i shaved my head and had hair you could see my scalp through the hair on top. I've never experienced hair falling out, people say that when they shower clumps would come out or when they just ran there hand through their hair it would fall out. This has never happened to me do some peoples hair just fall out with out noticing?
I understand it might all be hard to say with out photographs but what would your suggestions be? I've tried regane but maybe it's fair to say not properly. I was wondering if i got a hair transplant it wouldn't cost as much if i already have a bit of hair on top as they wouldn't need as many grafts? would that be true? I'm sorry for the long message and maybe uncertain question, I'm not really quite sure what I'm asking myself but if anyone has any ideas......
Also most sorry for my very poor spelling and grammar. (I'm Dyslexic)