hi mate i know just how you feel i too have had horrible disfiguring surgerys just do a search on all the forums for the norton clinic and you can see my terrible experiences BUT let me tell you youve come to the right place these forums offer the very best advice and reviews on all the options available,on here the co- alition surgeons all have to meet criterias and im going to get my situation sorted this year thanks to these forums.I too havent taken my baseball cap off in years so i know the pain your going through first hand but PLEASE DONT GIVE UP DO SOME RESEARCH ON ALL THE BEST DOCTORS LIKE FELLER, HASSON AND WONG, RAHAL , SHAPIRO TO NAME BUT A FEW AND IM SURE YOU WILL BE ABLE TO GET YOUR LIFE BACK ON TRACK. there are some very helpful understanding guys n girls on here like spex jotronics janna etc that are willing to help there are also loads of doctors who post too who can give you honest unbiased opinions good luck mate all the best and dont forget we all make mistakes but we have to learn from them do your research and im confident you wont make another cheerio mate!!!