I have begun to LOSE hair rapidly again. My hair-line is now completely fucked and my hair is just generally thinning rapidly. I am going to shave my head down bald after christmas day. I can't take the stress anymore and the feelings I have. It sucks, i hate being 20 and losing my hair. It has nothing to do with looking old, ill just shave it and look my age, its just.. im not ready to lose it. It's just terrible, i have dated 2 girls who are now dating professional athletes and I feel like im not gonna be the same person to them or myself. im fine with shaving my head, idk. my life is a trainwreck. i guess im a really shitty person to think how I think, I just think girls won't even take me seriously with my head bald at 20..... and I'm talking to such a pretty girl right now and it sucks I hate the fact that when I shave my head she might stop thinking of me as she did before. The thing that hurts me the most is that when I look at my life, if I had my hair back I would be so fucking happy with everything in it and immediately go back to normal. I am so severely messed up by this it takes a toll on everything related to me.