Regret44

Following a futile surgery, (I went overseas to turkey from nyc) I would like to ask the community for some input. What should I do in this current state? The hairline looks very unnatural, I've developed bdd which has led me to currently obsess over this development. I'm thinking about using my student loan to just get another procedure to correct this.

12 months Last year June 3rd 12 months Post op healing, and care was typical. After several times of contacting them they responded with: "Our clinic will take its responsibilities. Please let us know if there is anything that we can do."

I'm so upset at how this turned out. The results are so sparse, I can't believe how actually bad this is. The areas worked on were just the temples. Like everyone else attracted to foreign surgeons, I was attracted by the price, and the the decent results that was shown here which apparently makes this clinic recommended. During the operation the technicians that operated on me acted like it was a social gathering. They were laughing hysterically, and focused on each other. The surgery wasn't their main concern. They were the ones that implanted the grafts, and they acted as if they didn't care while they were operating. I've developed body dysphoria, or some sort of mental obsession towards the results, I've spent hours most of my days just staring at the area, and counting hairs over and over. It's making me go insane. I can't stop, I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like complete trash, and can't reverse or afford to fix this.