For the longest time I've been looking into having my transplant scars( from 3 surgeries) camouflaged. But decided in another 15 years I may feel like I made another mistake.I've been wanting to shave my head for the longest time as I continue it thin out on top. About a month ago I finally built up the courage tO say f it and shaved my head. I went to the barber and waited 5 minutes outside before I could get my nerve up to go in. I usually shave my head with a number 4 guard myself but Figured the only way I would ever do it if I went to someone else. After she shaved my head ( buzzer no guard) she asked me if I knew I had a scar back here. I told her what it was from and I felt a weight lifted off my shoulders. Finally I told someone other than my family. And I keep telling people, I am sick of trying to fix a big mistake I did over 15 years ago. I just want to live my life and not care what people think. This may not be for everyone and I'd be lying if I said it was easy but I feel everyday it will get easier. I I just wanted to post this because I have gotten a lot of useful info on this website and wanted to give support to anyone who feels like they are in the same boat. Because my hair is black my scars are very noticeable. I am not saying all transplants are bad,i it just didn't work out for me. I just wish I hadn't intervened in my own hairloss. This is something that I feel I had to do to move on...