Thanks alot for advices, it's really appreciated. I think it's really hard to think and imagine the feelings of someone who started losing hairs this early. I really used to look good back in the days when i was 17-18. I used to hangout with friends all day and I was probably the most outgoing guy in all my friends. But then the hell days started. Even though it's ok in winter because winter hat really does a great job but in spring and summer it's really hard. When ever I look at mirror I feel that I am a completely different guy. When I see people with great hairs, I ask myself why it had to happen to me? It's not like I prayed for that or I caused it myself. The complex is really huge because I know how I used to look and how I look now.
Btw, I think getting a HT at this is age is kind of ok and probably better in some ways(correct me if I am wrong). Because a guy who needs only 1000 grafts for example, would not have to pay too much, and later on if he loses more hairs, then he can just have one more ht. But if a guy who has lost all his hairs, he would have to pay too much and even then it would be too hard for him to completely recover his hairs.
Anyways, I have set myself a goal. I decided to get ht in feb 2010. Two days ago, I moved to my parents place, by this way I would cut my expenses in to half. I ll get one more job in summer. I am sure I would be able to save around 7-8k by the end of this year. Since winter wont be hard with hat and it wont be the hell time lol. I think if I get my ht in feb, then I ll have my hairs grown till spring or summer . I can't stop thinking of my future, I am sure that would be a new life for me. Wish me good luck, I hope I wont lose my motivation.
Thanks for reading.